I’m in a tiny boat
Rowing my way across the ocean
Underneath me swims a giant whale
She’s quiet and terrifying in her beauty
Sometimes she nudges the boat
A reminder that she’s there
Then she swims off
Leaving me fairly undisturbed
If I forget to speak to her
She knocks into the boat
Until I lose my footing
But I talk her back to calmness
I never forget she’s lurking
Always right under the surface
At any moment she can flip the entire boat
Sometimes she does it just for fun
She could hold me under water
She could swallow me whole
But she prefers a slow death
Not one to cut her fun short
She’s cruel but comforting
We are toxic to each other
When she drifts too far away
I search to bring her back
Solace in misery
Drifting along the waves she that creates
And that I crave
Never to find the shore
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